On My Birthday

Salam, I write this entry 2 days before my birthday and thinking about what will happen in the future and what had happen before. I totally changed! Let me flash back what had happen last year. One girl who’s struggling to achieve what she wants in every single person wants. Marry to a guy that she loves! I’m totally amazed. This guy showered me with love and suddenly he disappeared. Even though I’m in love but my heart crying for the pass one year! I feel relief to let him out of my life. The burden of feeling ‘sayang’ comes out from my heart. Suddenly out of no where I got strength to say goodbye and thanks to Allah who showered me with love even though I make the mistake! That is different between loves to human being and loves to one and only. Loves to human being are full of drama. Not to say that I am the perfectionist but I am learning everyday. Life is journey right? So that why I put all my love, trust and my heart to one and only. Yes, I am in a relationship but I don’t feel anything. Giving hope ke Dyah? No! As I said I give it all to Allah already. Forget about it Dyah! No more cry!
I want to take this opportunity to say lots of thank you and love to Allah, my parent – Hj Kasuri & Hajah Che Tom, Mak! Dyah sayaang mak! Mak yg saya maksudkan Pn Norsam bt Kasuri, without mak I am nobody. Lots of love and thanks to all my siblings, Wanie & Shafiq yg cik dyah jaga dr kecik! And of course to Gary! Dear Gary, I am waiting for your big day! Zaidi, you are Gary’s destiny! Wish you lots of love & happiness hingga akhir hayat. So sorry coz this entry full of wordings but it’s my birthday right? To Asyuraida & Mas Happy Birthday! We shared the same birthday right? Asyu, dah meletop ke belom? Kalau dah, x reti2 ke calling2 leh jgak melawat baby ko tu! To Mas, Akak dah lama x dgr cite terbaru, rindu ar kt Uitm Lendu…dah lama x turun ke malaka…bandaraya yg penuh dgn nostalgia. Finally to Degalin, dah 2 hari berturut2 mimpi kt ko. Dlm mimpi tu kita sama2 nangis sb kehilangan Batrisya. It happens that last Wednesday I saw you in front of EPF’s building. Ya Allah, aku redha dgn segala2nya dan aku bersyukur atas limpah rahmat mu!

My family

This is the pic of my mom, shafiq & wanie. This is the person who taking care of me till today. Eventhough we just siblings but i called her mak. While Shafiq & wanie is my beloved nephew & niece. I am taking care both of them since they are baby. I do loves kids and most of the time while my sisters busy gossip and chit chat, my role is to look after their kids! Since I got 9 siblings and one team of football player (my siblings kids), I choose this pics only. Not enough of energy to waiting to upload all of the pics! hehe..to be continued...