Dear Diary,
This weekend likes a marathon of me. To bake 40 of cup cakes and 4 cakes! Besides I have to send all the pending reports. Not yet Malaysia Book of Records so stand still dyah..huhuhu...Our department organized the port luck for this time. So Ms Cheese Cake has alot of nominees. Rasa nak muntah asyik wat cheese cake jer. Gee, belom ade cake lagi, so you can bake cheese cake yeah! Huh? Nanti nk pikir lagi lah...Nnti nk bagitau award tu jatuh pd sape? Ms Cheese Cake, Ms Cream Puff or Ms Choc Moist Cake? Juri-juri belom decide lagi!!!!
29 April 2009
23 April 2009
Warning?
Dear Diary,
Yes! Warning coz i'm not concentrate on my work lately. I fall in love! With?? Someone that love me forever...Allah! Yes. That would be my answer. I'm not copy any one..none! Not Kak Daalia, Kak Ida, Kak Yasmin or kak zati. I'm taking their class bcoz of my passion & love with foods. Yet not to show off what i have. I just want to try and take it as a hobby. Love? I only love my frens & family? Boyfriend? Not to say husband but boyfriend pun comes & go! So what's left? I only have Allah in my life... Baking? This hobby makes me become me! Lunch time i received call from Joe Jambul. I told Amy & she said "patutlah sy tgk muka akak mcm nk nangis". Enough is enough. I wont let any body hurts my feeling anymore. aT last we met cik minie! Thanks for the kain. Chantik! Nnti bile dh siap jahit nk show off kt cni erk! Sorry to D to not helping u. I'm not Dyah dekat Lendu. She's too week and arrogant. To let her frens over shadow her carier. No! I don't want to cry bcoz of you D. To Joe, I dont even know u anymore. Get off from my life. Thanks to everyone who will always stand besides me. Gary, frens & family. Thanks to Allah. Hidup ku, mati ku hanya utk mu!
Yes! Warning coz i'm not concentrate on my work lately. I fall in love! With?? Someone that love me forever...Allah! Yes. That would be my answer. I'm not copy any one..none! Not Kak Daalia, Kak Ida, Kak Yasmin or kak zati. I'm taking their class bcoz of my passion & love with foods. Yet not to show off what i have. I just want to try and take it as a hobby. Love? I only love my frens & family? Boyfriend? Not to say husband but boyfriend pun comes & go! So what's left? I only have Allah in my life... Baking? This hobby makes me become me! Lunch time i received call from Joe Jambul. I told Amy & she said "patutlah sy tgk muka akak mcm nk nangis". Enough is enough. I wont let any body hurts my feeling anymore. aT last we met cik minie! Thanks for the kain. Chantik! Nnti bile dh siap jahit nk show off kt cni erk! Sorry to D to not helping u. I'm not Dyah dekat Lendu. She's too week and arrogant. To let her frens over shadow her carier. No! I don't want to cry bcoz of you D. To Joe, I dont even know u anymore. Get off from my life. Thanks to everyone who will always stand besides me. Gary, frens & family. Thanks to Allah. Hidup ku, mati ku hanya utk mu!
21 April 2009
Tired
Salam,
I feel so sleepy. I just arrived at 5am today after spent about 3 days in Pekan, Pahang. Penat! Puas! Thanks to kanda (we heard Kak Tun called her hubby kanda) romantik x? He fetch me from Pekeliling and we straight away gone to Klang. I didn't say thank you to him or event give him one of the cake. Jahat kn? To
Kak Zati & Cikgu, Thank you so much! To Azzahra & Iman, u guys are so cute!
I feel so sleepy. I just arrived at 5am today after spent about 3 days in Pekan, Pahang. Penat! Puas! Thanks to kanda (we heard Kak Tun called her hubby kanda) romantik x? He fetch me from Pekeliling and we straight away gone to Klang. I didn't say thank you to him or event give him one of the cake. Jahat kn? To
Kak Zati & Cikgu, Thank you so much! To Azzahra & Iman, u guys are so cute!
14 April 2009
My self & me
Dear Diary,
This would be my first entry with “dear diary”, I used to have my own diary for every year but once my mom find out about it. I stopped. This time around all my secrets should not be revealed in written. Let Allah knows… I used to be very emotional person. I’m sensitive but yet when you know how to tackle it the feeling of the sadness will fad away. As time goes by every little thing I’ve done since I was kids and till today I’m still learning every single thing. I’m not perfect. My entry is coming towards my heart and yet I’m not done with my work. Out of no where I got the ideas to write. Hahaha. Talking about my new passion which is baking, I enjoyed every little thing I’ve done. Not to say I hate sewing but my feeling towards it not going strong. In fact I can keep the kain on my own for about 2 years sitting inside the plastic and just starring only. Now I do have initiative to take to the tailor. Hahaha. Buruk perangai kan? My sis in law would say why you did something that cause a lot of capital. You just sew lah. All you need is sewing machine & electricity. Yet I can’t found the satisfaction when I’m baking. Mom has 3 sewing machines and I bought one last year. She don’t want to share with me because I’m a monster will ruined her things. Mom likes to sew since she was my age. By the time she’s taking vss from her company she still loves to sew. That’s her interest not me. Even I got skill I will sew my own stuff only and will taking orders foc or pass to another tailor. Huh enough talking about it. I’ve got thousands of work that still pending. To Kak Nani I want to apologize. To Ika, I’m not taking your boyfriend, I do have feeling of love but yet I don’t hoping a lot from the relationship, he can still be friend with anybody he wants. I already go through all the things by the time I was your age. Mine your words, jangan kurang ajar sangat. At first I thought he’s making up the story but when few times I dah terkena sendiri. Done. I scold him back and not you. Stop ruined my life. You can have him if you want. My faith and my love? Only Allah knows!
This would be my first entry with “dear diary”, I used to have my own diary for every year but once my mom find out about it. I stopped. This time around all my secrets should not be revealed in written. Let Allah knows… I used to be very emotional person. I’m sensitive but yet when you know how to tackle it the feeling of the sadness will fad away. As time goes by every little thing I’ve done since I was kids and till today I’m still learning every single thing. I’m not perfect. My entry is coming towards my heart and yet I’m not done with my work. Out of no where I got the ideas to write. Hahaha. Talking about my new passion which is baking, I enjoyed every little thing I’ve done. Not to say I hate sewing but my feeling towards it not going strong. In fact I can keep the kain on my own for about 2 years sitting inside the plastic and just starring only. Now I do have initiative to take to the tailor. Hahaha. Buruk perangai kan? My sis in law would say why you did something that cause a lot of capital. You just sew lah. All you need is sewing machine & electricity. Yet I can’t found the satisfaction when I’m baking. Mom has 3 sewing machines and I bought one last year. She don’t want to share with me because I’m a monster will ruined her things. Mom likes to sew since she was my age. By the time she’s taking vss from her company she still loves to sew. That’s her interest not me. Even I got skill I will sew my own stuff only and will taking orders foc or pass to another tailor. Huh enough talking about it. I’ve got thousands of work that still pending. To Kak Nani I want to apologize. To Ika, I’m not taking your boyfriend, I do have feeling of love but yet I don’t hoping a lot from the relationship, he can still be friend with anybody he wants. I already go through all the things by the time I was your age. Mine your words, jangan kurang ajar sangat. At first I thought he’s making up the story but when few times I dah terkena sendiri. Done. I scold him back and not you. Stop ruined my life. You can have him if you want. My faith and my love? Only Allah knows!
13 April 2009
Monday Blues
Salam, its Monday blues…last nite I baked marble cheese cake & marble cheese brownies. I tried few recipes to do brownies but then I failed. This times my mission complete. I manage to do it. My fren said the taste good and balance with “pahit” brownies & manis “cream cheese”. They are such a good taster right? One thing it makes succeed because of the cheese. Cheese likes me a lot. Hahaha. Or I’m the one who likes cheese? I browse to mamasya fotopages & found out the recipe and I had change few things to make it doesn’t too sweet. I’m settling a lot of things while I’m away.
1. Manage to do my own biz card from Azreen, thanks yeah!
2. I’m done with sewing stuff – 10 pcs makes me crazy!
3. Laptop bag, sling clutch & free goodies – Thanks to Kak Nisa
4. Manage to find solution to my problems – thanks to Allah
1. Manage to do my own biz card from Azreen, thanks yeah!
2. I’m done with sewing stuff – 10 pcs makes me crazy!
3. Laptop bag, sling clutch & free goodies – Thanks to Kak Nisa
4. Manage to find solution to my problems – thanks to Allah
12 April 2009
Bukit Cerakah...
02 April 2009
I'm running out of time
Salam, even i applied 2 days leave i still don't have much time to finish all the works. Leaving all that behind and going back to work I feel so stress and exhausted because of I don't have enough sleep and I still not finish closed the a/c. Thinking about my sis Peah..shafiq and wanie...but the truth is I feel useless. I just can be a good listener to my sis. Giving my advise and thinking what will happen with the kids. They still young and facing with their parent problem.Pitty them. Yes, what happen surrond me effect me alot. I hope that Allah guide her. Okay, I want to have a rest first. Till then, nite.
31 March 2009
On My Birthday
Salam, I write this entry 2 days before my birthday and thinking about what will happen in the future and what had happen before. I totally changed! Let me flash back what had happen last year. One girl who’s struggling to achieve what she wants in every single person wants. Marry to a guy that she loves! I’m totally amazed. This guy showered me with love and suddenly he disappeared. Even though I’m in love but my heart crying for the pass one year! I feel relief to let him out of my life. The burden of feeling ‘sayang’ comes out from my heart. Suddenly out of no where I got strength to say goodbye and thanks to Allah who showered me with love even though I make the mistake! That is different between loves to human being and loves to one and only. Loves to human being are full of drama. Not to say that I am the perfectionist but I am learning everyday. Life is journey right? So that why I put all my love, trust and my heart to one and only. Yes, I am in a relationship but I don’t feel anything. Giving hope ke Dyah? No! As I said I give it all to Allah already. Forget about it Dyah! No more cry!
I want to take this opportunity to say lots of thank you and love to Allah, my parent – Hj Kasuri & Hajah Che Tom, Mak! Dyah sayaang mak! Mak yg saya maksudkan Pn Norsam bt Kasuri, without mak I am nobody. Lots of love and thanks to all my siblings, Wanie & Shafiq yg cik dyah jaga dr kecik! And of course to Gary! Dear Gary, I am waiting for your big day! Zaidi, you are Gary’s destiny! Wish you lots of love & happiness hingga akhir hayat. So sorry coz this entry full of wordings but it’s my birthday right? To Asyuraida & Mas Happy Birthday! We shared the same birthday right? Asyu, dah meletop ke belom? Kalau dah, x reti2 ke calling2 leh jgak melawat baby ko tu! To Mas, Akak dah lama x dgr cite terbaru, rindu ar kt Uitm Lendu…dah lama x turun ke malaka…bandaraya yg penuh dgn nostalgia. Finally to Degalin, dah 2 hari berturut2 mimpi kt ko. Dlm mimpi tu kita sama2 nangis sb kehilangan Batrisya. It happens that last Wednesday I saw you in front of EPF’s building. Ya Allah, aku redha dgn segala2nya dan aku bersyukur atas limpah rahmat mu!
I want to take this opportunity to say lots of thank you and love to Allah, my parent – Hj Kasuri & Hajah Che Tom, Mak! Dyah sayaang mak! Mak yg saya maksudkan Pn Norsam bt Kasuri, without mak I am nobody. Lots of love and thanks to all my siblings, Wanie & Shafiq yg cik dyah jaga dr kecik! And of course to Gary! Dear Gary, I am waiting for your big day! Zaidi, you are Gary’s destiny! Wish you lots of love & happiness hingga akhir hayat. So sorry coz this entry full of wordings but it’s my birthday right? To Asyuraida & Mas Happy Birthday! We shared the same birthday right? Asyu, dah meletop ke belom? Kalau dah, x reti2 ke calling2 leh jgak melawat baby ko tu! To Mas, Akak dah lama x dgr cite terbaru, rindu ar kt Uitm Lendu…dah lama x turun ke malaka…bandaraya yg penuh dgn nostalgia. Finally to Degalin, dah 2 hari berturut2 mimpi kt ko. Dlm mimpi tu kita sama2 nangis sb kehilangan Batrisya. It happens that last Wednesday I saw you in front of EPF’s building. Ya Allah, aku redha dgn segala2nya dan aku bersyukur atas limpah rahmat mu!
29 March 2009
My family
This is the pic of my mom, shafiq & wanie. This is the person who taking care of me till today. Eventhough we just siblings but i called her mak. While Shafiq & wanie is my beloved nephew & niece. I am taking care both of them since they are baby. I do loves kids and most of the time while my sisters busy gossip and chit chat, my role is to look after their kids! Since I got 9 siblings and one team of football player (my siblings kids), I choose this pics only. Not enough of energy to waiting to upload all of the pics! hehe..to be continued...
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