29 April 2009

Warning

Dear Diary,

This weekend likes a marathon of me. To bake 40 of cup cakes and 4 cakes! Besides I have to send all the pending reports. Not yet Malaysia Book of Records so stand still dyah..huhuhu...Our department organized the port luck for this time. So Ms Cheese Cake has alot of nominees. Rasa nak muntah asyik wat cheese cake jer. Gee, belom ade cake lagi, so you can bake cheese cake yeah! Huh? Nanti nk pikir lagi lah...Nnti nk bagitau award tu jatuh pd sape? Ms Cheese Cake, Ms Cream Puff or Ms Choc Moist Cake? Juri-juri belom decide lagi!!!!

23 April 2009

Warning?

Dear Diary,

Yes! Warning coz i'm not concentrate on my work lately. I fall in love! With?? Someone that love me forever...Allah! Yes. That would be my answer. I'm not copy any one..none! Not Kak Daalia, Kak Ida, Kak Yasmin or kak zati. I'm taking their class bcoz of my passion & love with foods. Yet not to show off what i have. I just want to try and take it as a hobby. Love? I only love my frens & family? Boyfriend? Not to say husband but boyfriend pun comes & go! So what's left? I only have Allah in my life... Baking? This hobby makes me become me! Lunch time i received call from Joe Jambul. I told Amy & she said "patutlah sy tgk muka akak mcm nk nangis". Enough is enough. I wont let any body hurts my feeling anymore. aT last we met cik minie! Thanks for the kain. Chantik! Nnti bile dh siap jahit nk show off kt cni erk! Sorry to D to not helping u. I'm not Dyah dekat Lendu. She's too week and arrogant. To let her frens over shadow her carier. No! I don't want to cry bcoz of you D. To Joe, I dont even know u anymore. Get off from my life. Thanks to everyone who will always stand besides me. Gary, frens & family. Thanks to Allah. Hidup ku, mati ku hanya utk mu!

21 April 2009

Tired

Salam,

I feel so sleepy. I just arrived at 5am today after spent about 3 days in Pekan, Pahang. Penat! Puas! Thanks to kanda (we heard Kak Tun called her hubby kanda) romantik x? He fetch me from Pekeliling and we straight away gone to Klang. I didn't say thank you to him or event give him one of the cake. Jahat kn? To
Kak Zati & Cikgu, Thank you so much! To Azzahra & Iman, u guys are so cute!

14 April 2009

My self & me

Dear Diary,

This would be my first entry with “dear diary”, I used to have my own diary for every year but once my mom find out about it. I stopped. This time around all my secrets should not be revealed in written. Let Allah knows… I used to be very emotional person. I’m sensitive but yet when you know how to tackle it the feeling of the sadness will fad away. As time goes by every little thing I’ve done since I was kids and till today I’m still learning every single thing. I’m not perfect. My entry is coming towards my heart and yet I’m not done with my work. Out of no where I got the ideas to write. Hahaha. Talking about my new passion which is baking, I enjoyed every little thing I’ve done. Not to say I hate sewing but my feeling towards it not going strong. In fact I can keep the kain on my own for about 2 years sitting inside the plastic and just starring only. Now I do have initiative to take to the tailor. Hahaha. Buruk perangai kan? My sis in law would say why you did something that cause a lot of capital. You just sew lah. All you need is sewing machine & electricity. Yet I can’t found the satisfaction when I’m baking. Mom has 3 sewing machines and I bought one last year. She don’t want to share with me because I’m a monster will ruined her things. Mom likes to sew since she was my age. By the time she’s taking vss from her company she still loves to sew. That’s her interest not me. Even I got skill I will sew my own stuff only and will taking orders foc or pass to another tailor. Huh enough talking about it. I’ve got thousands of work that still pending. To Kak Nani I want to apologize. To Ika, I’m not taking your boyfriend, I do have feeling of love but yet I don’t hoping a lot from the relationship, he can still be friend with anybody he wants. I already go through all the things by the time I was your age. Mine your words, jangan kurang ajar sangat. At first I thought he’s making up the story but when few times I dah terkena sendiri. Done. I scold him back and not you. Stop ruined my life. You can have him if you want. My faith and my love? Only Allah knows!

13 April 2009

Monday Blues

Salam, its Monday blues…last nite I baked marble cheese cake & marble cheese brownies. I tried few recipes to do brownies but then I failed. This times my mission complete. I manage to do it. My fren said the taste good and balance with “pahit” brownies & manis “cream cheese”. They are such a good taster right? One thing it makes succeed because of the cheese. Cheese likes me a lot. Hahaha. Or I’m the one who likes cheese? I browse to mamasya fotopages & found out the recipe and I had change few things to make it doesn’t too sweet. I’m settling a lot of things while I’m away.

1. Manage to do my own biz card from Azreen, thanks yeah!
2. I’m done with sewing stuff – 10 pcs makes me crazy!
3. Laptop bag, sling clutch & free goodies – Thanks to Kak Nisa
4. Manage to find solution to my problems – thanks to Allah

12 April 2009

Bukit Cerakah...












Salam, I went to Bukit Cerakah yesterday. This is second time I went to that place but then I feel so tired. It just a walk but we spent almost 3 hours until all of us exhausted. Hope that I lost few kg's before gary's wedding...hahaha...

02 April 2009

I'm running out of time

Salam, even i applied 2 days leave i still don't have much time to finish all the works. Leaving all that behind and going back to work I feel so stress and exhausted because of I don't have enough sleep and I still not finish closed the a/c. Thinking about my sis Peah..shafiq and wanie...but the truth is I feel useless. I just can be a good listener to my sis. Giving my advise and thinking what will happen with the kids. They still young and facing with their parent problem.Pitty them. Yes, what happen surrond me effect me alot. I hope that Allah guide her. Okay, I want to have a rest first. Till then, nite.